do you ever just want to cry

Jul 24, 2003 01:07

I do. I wanna cry right now. I was going to go to bed about an hour ago, but i couldn't. I want to sit up and cry, but for some reason I can't do that. This week has been an emotional roller coaster. So bad that i had to leave the town where my dad and my grandparents are and come stay with Flo for two and a half days just because i couldn't take it. i lost it yesterday and cried almost all day.

Then, today, i started hurting because of something a friend said and she had a friend of hers say. I don't even know what I did, but somehow, she thinks I don't want to be her friend anymore. All i told her is that she was acting weird. Which I thought she was, it didn't mean that I don't want to be her friend anymore. We've been friends for nearly six years why would I want it to end now? Then i read her journal and she's having problems at home. I don't know if that's why she was upset earlier or what.

Frances If you're reading this sweetie, I'm sorry. I don't want you to ever think that i don't want to be your friend because that's not true. I'm sorry i haven't had time to talk lately. This week has just been hectic. I love you like you're my sister and i miss you and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

i'm out.

Kat
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