two of my favorite things: Ranting and Fan Fics
Today sucks!!!!!!!!
It really does. All i've done today is chores and stuff while my brother's a lazy ass. I'm in the middle of laundry right now because i had to do laundry to get ready to go to Tennessee. I was going to do it and pack tonight, but no..randomly last night my mom decides to have a party tonight so we're having company tonight. So, I can't go to bed early like I wanted because I have to get up early in the morning, and I can't just chill and pack tonight. No, i have to do it this afternoon before 6:30
On top of that, I was taking a break from crap and I decided to dl Windows Media Player because me and Sarah were talking about screen caps and I got in the mood to make some, well, the player was 80% downloaded and AOL decides to be a butthead and have an "illegal operation" wtf? Anywho...that was my rant. I'm going to go, do the rest of my chores. But I leave you with fan fic...because I haven't posted in a while. I'm reposting the last chapter I posted, and the new one. Enjoy!
*~* Chapter 5 *~*
I walked into my place in a daze. “What just happened to you?” Natalie asked me as soon as I had closed the door.
“Justin just kissed me.”
“Kissed you?”
“Yes! We just made out outside the door.”
“Oooh girl! He so wants you!”
“I’ve never felt this way about anybody before.”
“Um….sorry to change the subject, but uh I think you started your period…there’s a big red stain on your new khaki skirt.”
I cracked up. “No, it’s ketchup. Justin was passing a bottle of ketchup to Lindsey and he accidentally spilled it on me.”
“You made out with him after he spilled ketchup on you? I wouldn’t have.”
“Well, I spilled a glass of wine on him so we were even.”
“You confuse me!”
“I’ll tell you the whole story in the morning. I gotta get to bed. Justin’s coming early in the morning.”
“Sweet dreams””
“I’m sure I’ll have plenty”
***
The next morning while Natalie and I were eating breakfast the phone rang. “Hello?” Natalie answered it. “Oh hey Justin!!!…yes she’s here. I’ll get her. Just a second.” She handed me the phone. “It’s your boyfriend…”
“Hey you!” I said to Justin
“Good Morning gorgeous! Are you ready to go?”
“I will be after I finish eating breakfast. If you come over now you can eat with us.”
“What are you having?”
“Eggs and Bacon.”
“Got any ketchup?”
I laughed. “I don’t trust you with ketchup anymore. I’m not going to let you use it unless you promise not to spill it on me.”
He laughed too. “I promise I won’t”
“So are you coming over?”
“Yeah, I’ll be there in a few minutes.”
“Okay, bye.”
“Bye.”
I hung up the phone. “Is he coming over?” Nat asked.
“Yeah.”
“I think you’re in love with him.”
“I think so too. He’s so amazing! But I don’t want to get too involved with him. Then it will just be weird to be working with him.”
“That’s true, but if it comes to the point where you just want to be with him you shouldn’t keep your feelings bottled up. Remember that.”
“I will.”
Justin came over to eat with us. Then he and I headed to the airport. During the flight, he fell asleep so I sat listening to my headphones and writing in my journal. All of a sudden I felt someone removing my headphones. It startled me, but I looked to my right and it was just Justin that was doing it. “What are you doing? I thought you were asleep.” I asked him
“I was asleep, but I just woke up. I was dreaming about you?”
“What was I doing in your dream?”
He laughed and made this evil grin. “You don’t want to know.” He said. Then, he started kissing me. He started at my cheek, moved up and nibbled on my ear a little bit, and made his way back down my cheek to my neck. It sent chills through my body. He lifted up the armrest that was between us and moved so he was right up against me.
“Must have been a good dream.” I commented.
“Yeah, it was!” he replied. Then his lips met mine. We sat there kissing for a while and while we were kissing he touched me in ways that were making want to do things that I shouldn’t. We hardly knew each other not to mention that everyone on the plane that could see us was staring.
“Justin, we need to stop.” I said breaking our kiss. “I’m sorry.”
“All right.” Justin agreed. “But when I get you alone later…”
“Justin, why am I moving out to California with you?”
“So, I can help you get a record deal.” He answered.
“Good. We’re on the same page.”
“Kaylee, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing. I just feel like you asked me to move in with you because you want to be with me, and not because you want to help me get a record deal. Listen, I really really like you Justin, and I want to date you and be your girlfriend, but that’s not why I moved from the city I’ve known as home for the whole 23 years of my life. I’m moving so I can accomplish my goal of becoming a singer. It’s been my dream since I was 5. The chance to date you and get to know you on a personal level is just a bonus thing. So, I don’t think it should be our main focus. Do you get what I’m saying?”
“Yeah, I get it. I’m sorry I made you feel like that. You’re right, dating is not our main focus, your career is. I’ve just never felt about a girl the way I feel about you, and I got carried away.”
“It’s okay. Thank you for understanding.” I kissed his cheek softly.
I believed everything I said at the time but I didn’t know how hard it was going to be not to focus on the fact that most of the time all I wanted to do was sit in Justin’s arms and let him hold me and kiss me.
*~* Chapter 6 *~*
Two weeks had passed by before I knew it. Justin and I were officially dating now, but we weren’t letting it take over our lives. We didn’t see each other except for a couple hours a day anyway. He was really busy working on American Idol so I was alone in the house most of the time practicing my singing and trying to decide what I was going to put on my demo. Justin and I were going in to the studio soon to record it. I was sitting in the floor next to the stereo trying to get this one part of a song perfect. I’d been trying to get it all day, but I just couldn’t hit it. Justin walked into the house and into the living room. “Hey.” He said.
“Oh hey sweetie! I didn’t know you were home. How long have you been here?”
“Just a few seconds.” He came over to where I was and sat behind me with his arms wrapped around me. “What are you up to?”
“I’m trying to get this one part of this one song right.”
“What song?”
“Some Kind of Miracle.”
“Good song for you. Your voice is a lot like Kelly’s.”
“Thanks, but I’m having trouble with it.”
“Maybe I can help you. Sing for me.”
“Okay, but I gotta start from the beginning.”
“That’s fine. Go for it.”
I turned on the music and sang for him until I got to the part where I messed up. “See.” I told him.
“All right. Try this. Start out an octave lower. And just relax baby. You’re so tense!” he rubbed my shoulders for a minute and I relaxed. Then I sang the song again, like he’d suggested.
When I finished he said “That was perfect sweetheart! Absolutely perfect!”
“Thanks baby.” I turned to kiss him and right as my lips were about to touch his he turned so I caught his cheek. I wasn’t sure why he did it, and it kind of made me mad, but I let it go. I realized that maybe he didn’t realize I was going to kiss him. He kissed my cheek then stood up.
“I have a surprise for you.” He said, “Come with me.” I walked with him over to the hall closet. He got out a white box and handed it to me.
“What is this for?” I asked him.
“It’s a surprise!” he answered.
“Okay.” I opened the box. Inside was a beautiful two piece dress. It was black with rhinestones covering it. The top was halter-style and the bottom was long with a slit up each side. “Justin! It’s gorgeous! Thank you!” I exclaimed.
“You’re welcome. It’s for you to wear tonight.”
“What’s tonight?”
“You’re coming with me to the studio tonight to shoot American Idol, and you’re going to make your singing debut on the show.”
“ Whoa! Whoa! Justin, I can’t do that. I-I thought we were going to record my demo before you showcased me anywhere. I-I-I can’t do this. I-I-I’m not ready.”
“Yes you are Kaylee. Yes, you are. I know you are. Don’t be nervous. You wanted to be on the show before. I want to give you that chance now. You’re SO talented and you’ve come a long way, even in the two weeks we’ve been working together. I want to show the country what you’ve got.”
“You’re sure I’m ready?”
“I wouldn’t have made these arrangements if I wasn’t.”
I thought about it for a minute. Then I sighed and said “All right, I’ll do it.”
“Great! Be ready to go by six.”
“I will.”
OMG! I just realized I have one more thing to say. FROM JUSTIN TO KELLY COMES OUT ON DVD ON AUGUST 26!!!!!!!!!!! whee!!!
Peace, Love, and parties!
<3 Kat
It really does. All i've done today is chores and stuff while my brother's a lazy ass. I'm in the middle of laundry right now because i had to do laundry to get ready to go to Tennessee. I was going to do it and pack tonight, but no..randomly last night my mom decides to have a party tonight so we're having company tonight. So, I can't go to bed early like I wanted because I have to get up early in the morning, and I can't just chill and pack tonight. No, i have to do it this afternoon before 6:30
On top of that, I was taking a break from crap and I decided to dl Windows Media Player because me and Sarah were talking about screen caps and I got in the mood to make some, well, the player was 80% downloaded and AOL decides to be a butthead and have an "illegal operation" wtf? Anywho...that was my rant. I'm going to go, do the rest of my chores. But I leave you with fan fic...because I haven't posted in a while. I'm reposting the last chapter I posted, and the new one. Enjoy!
*~* Chapter 5 *~*
I walked into my place in a daze. “What just happened to you?” Natalie asked me as soon as I had closed the door.
“Justin just kissed me.”
“Kissed you?”
“Yes! We just made out outside the door.”
“Oooh girl! He so wants you!”
“I’ve never felt this way about anybody before.”
“Um….sorry to change the subject, but uh I think you started your period…there’s a big red stain on your new khaki skirt.”
I cracked up. “No, it’s ketchup. Justin was passing a bottle of ketchup to Lindsey and he accidentally spilled it on me.”
“You made out with him after he spilled ketchup on you? I wouldn’t have.”
“Well, I spilled a glass of wine on him so we were even.”
“You confuse me!”
“I’ll tell you the whole story in the morning. I gotta get to bed. Justin’s coming early in the morning.”
“Sweet dreams””
“I’m sure I’ll have plenty”
***
The next morning while Natalie and I were eating breakfast the phone rang. “Hello?” Natalie answered it. “Oh hey Justin!!!…yes she’s here. I’ll get her. Just a second.” She handed me the phone. “It’s your boyfriend…”
“Hey you!” I said to Justin
“Good Morning gorgeous! Are you ready to go?”
“I will be after I finish eating breakfast. If you come over now you can eat with us.”
“What are you having?”
“Eggs and Bacon.”
“Got any ketchup?”
I laughed. “I don’t trust you with ketchup anymore. I’m not going to let you use it unless you promise not to spill it on me.”
He laughed too. “I promise I won’t”
“So are you coming over?”
“Yeah, I’ll be there in a few minutes.”
“Okay, bye.”
“Bye.”
I hung up the phone. “Is he coming over?” Nat asked.
“Yeah.”
“I think you’re in love with him.”
“I think so too. He’s so amazing! But I don’t want to get too involved with him. Then it will just be weird to be working with him.”
“That’s true, but if it comes to the point where you just want to be with him you shouldn’t keep your feelings bottled up. Remember that.”
“I will.”
Justin came over to eat with us. Then he and I headed to the airport. During the flight, he fell asleep so I sat listening to my headphones and writing in my journal. All of a sudden I felt someone removing my headphones. It startled me, but I looked to my right and it was just Justin that was doing it. “What are you doing? I thought you were asleep.” I asked him
“I was asleep, but I just woke up. I was dreaming about you?”
“What was I doing in your dream?”
He laughed and made this evil grin. “You don’t want to know.” He said. Then, he started kissing me. He started at my cheek, moved up and nibbled on my ear a little bit, and made his way back down my cheek to my neck. It sent chills through my body. He lifted up the armrest that was between us and moved so he was right up against me.
“Must have been a good dream.” I commented.
“Yeah, it was!” he replied. Then his lips met mine. We sat there kissing for a while and while we were kissing he touched me in ways that were making want to do things that I shouldn’t. We hardly knew each other not to mention that everyone on the plane that could see us was staring.
“Justin, we need to stop.” I said breaking our kiss. “I’m sorry.”
“All right.” Justin agreed. “But when I get you alone later…”
“Justin, why am I moving out to California with you?”
“So, I can help you get a record deal.” He answered.
“Good. We’re on the same page.”
“Kaylee, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing. I just feel like you asked me to move in with you because you want to be with me, and not because you want to help me get a record deal. Listen, I really really like you Justin, and I want to date you and be your girlfriend, but that’s not why I moved from the city I’ve known as home for the whole 23 years of my life. I’m moving so I can accomplish my goal of becoming a singer. It’s been my dream since I was 5. The chance to date you and get to know you on a personal level is just a bonus thing. So, I don’t think it should be our main focus. Do you get what I’m saying?”
“Yeah, I get it. I’m sorry I made you feel like that. You’re right, dating is not our main focus, your career is. I’ve just never felt about a girl the way I feel about you, and I got carried away.”
“It’s okay. Thank you for understanding.” I kissed his cheek softly.
I believed everything I said at the time but I didn’t know how hard it was going to be not to focus on the fact that most of the time all I wanted to do was sit in Justin’s arms and let him hold me and kiss me.
*~* Chapter 6 *~*
Two weeks had passed by before I knew it. Justin and I were officially dating now, but we weren’t letting it take over our lives. We didn’t see each other except for a couple hours a day anyway. He was really busy working on American Idol so I was alone in the house most of the time practicing my singing and trying to decide what I was going to put on my demo. Justin and I were going in to the studio soon to record it. I was sitting in the floor next to the stereo trying to get this one part of a song perfect. I’d been trying to get it all day, but I just couldn’t hit it. Justin walked into the house and into the living room. “Hey.” He said.
“Oh hey sweetie! I didn’t know you were home. How long have you been here?”
“Just a few seconds.” He came over to where I was and sat behind me with his arms wrapped around me. “What are you up to?”
“I’m trying to get this one part of this one song right.”
“What song?”
“Some Kind of Miracle.”
“Good song for you. Your voice is a lot like Kelly’s.”
“Thanks, but I’m having trouble with it.”
“Maybe I can help you. Sing for me.”
“Okay, but I gotta start from the beginning.”
“That’s fine. Go for it.”
I turned on the music and sang for him until I got to the part where I messed up. “See.” I told him.
“All right. Try this. Start out an octave lower. And just relax baby. You’re so tense!” he rubbed my shoulders for a minute and I relaxed. Then I sang the song again, like he’d suggested.
When I finished he said “That was perfect sweetheart! Absolutely perfect!”
“Thanks baby.” I turned to kiss him and right as my lips were about to touch his he turned so I caught his cheek. I wasn’t sure why he did it, and it kind of made me mad, but I let it go. I realized that maybe he didn’t realize I was going to kiss him. He kissed my cheek then stood up.
“I have a surprise for you.” He said, “Come with me.” I walked with him over to the hall closet. He got out a white box and handed it to me.
“What is this for?” I asked him.
“It’s a surprise!” he answered.
“Okay.” I opened the box. Inside was a beautiful two piece dress. It was black with rhinestones covering it. The top was halter-style and the bottom was long with a slit up each side. “Justin! It’s gorgeous! Thank you!” I exclaimed.
“You’re welcome. It’s for you to wear tonight.”
“What’s tonight?”
“You’re coming with me to the studio tonight to shoot American Idol, and you’re going to make your singing debut on the show.”
“ Whoa! Whoa! Justin, I can’t do that. I-I thought we were going to record my demo before you showcased me anywhere. I-I-I can’t do this. I-I-I’m not ready.”
“Yes you are Kaylee. Yes, you are. I know you are. Don’t be nervous. You wanted to be on the show before. I want to give you that chance now. You’re SO talented and you’ve come a long way, even in the two weeks we’ve been working together. I want to show the country what you’ve got.”
“You’re sure I’m ready?”
“I wouldn’t have made these arrangements if I wasn’t.”
I thought about it for a minute. Then I sighed and said “All right, I’ll do it.”
“Great! Be ready to go by six.”
“I will.”
OMG! I just realized I have one more thing to say. FROM JUSTIN TO KELLY COMES OUT ON DVD ON AUGUST 26!!!!!!!!!!! whee!!!
Peace, Love, and parties!
<3 Kat