help me stop the freek out!
so we got a puppy this weekend, and i thought it was a great idea and he is super cute etc etc and now, after 2 nights with no sleep I am freeking out and I am uber worried that this may have been a huge mistake. I'm so stressed out I'm barely eating, and pepper is stressed and barely eating ( i kid you not) and I am seriously freeking out. What were we thinking, how can i possibly do this, how can i afford this, I'm a fucking moron, and I tried scrubbing my kitchen in hopes of channeling that crazy but it didn;t work and now I have the "something bad is coming" feeling in my tummy and I don't know what to do. If i bring it up will crstin hate me no matter what we decided, if we retune it to the rescue group will they hate me? do i suck at life? I can hear my mother lecturing in my head. The options appear to be 1) sack up and deal with it/suffer through, 2) physically keep the dogs separated with like baby door barrier things, 3) take back the new puppy. neither of theses are particularly good options. AHHHHRHRRHHRHHR. this blows, oh AND i'm hormonally challenged today and all weeps and this only makes matters worse as all i want to do is sit on the floor and cry