Hmm..its been a while
Well hello everyone.its been a while since i have updated and stuff.How are you guys!?! well then,hmm I would first off like to note that it definalty sux that tomorrow is my last day of summer vacay! tear tear.I hate my school it is soooooo dumb.Im sure I am not the only person there that thinx that either.I think wat really bugs me about the place is that everyone is soo closed minded. Its really sad because you walk into the school and almost everyone is the same and its bugging me.Like the majority of my school has the whole wanna be a gansta deal going on and then the otehr half ( not even ) is like punk or skate really.its just so...blah.boring.just not something that is entertaining,that is wat i liked about going to assebet,you could be watever you want and people would except you,but in maynard the issue is that noone wants to be different b/c they think that they wont be excepted,or that is wat I have concluded. you can even tell poeple that your gay because you will be the talk of the town,Which I find sooo sad. I nko a few people here that are and they wont say anything becasue they are embarressed and dont wanna be made fun of.Isnt that sad??? ARG. Then to top off that I have to go to school and deal with Sam's bullshit.that gurl has to seriously grow up.She is trying to tell people that I didnt get kikked outta Assebet-that I just left because I was scared or something?!?! yeah i would leave a school that I loved and that I had a second family (shop crew) just to come back to a school that fukking hate!?!?! that is such bullshit.I just dont even want to see her becasue she isnt worth hitting and shit like that but just seeing her is gonna trigger me wrong and I hope i dont hit her cuz then I will be fukked for school,something I dont need. Speaking of school and such agian and agian.I start Tuesday(not like that bullshit already)and I dont have any clothes so wear yet!! lol and I work from 11-4 tomorrow!OH jeez.lol.I gotta figure some shit out! lol. Then I am also waiting for jay to come over right now.He was sleeeping whenI called earlier and was getting himself up.He and I watched Dogma last night and I thin that it is one of the weirdest movies ever-I love it thou.haha.I am soo teird thou,I didnt get home from his house last night till 1 AM and then I couldnt sleep so I was up for a bit.And my neighbors were loud at like 6 AM agian so that woke me up and shit.but I fell back asleep agina like an h our later... I think i may go get my shit together and wait for my loving boyfriend to come over! lol <3,Brianna