Good Morning to Me!

[kiwigurl03]

So I don't have to be at work until 10:45 and I really don't want to be getting ready yet but I am wide awake and I don't know why. Well.. actually I really do know why but that's okay. Last night at work sucked! I mean we were so slow and there were too many servers for any of us to make money but they didn't cut anyone like they should've. The owner has stated to me like almost every day that I have worked that he thinks I am one of the best servers and he doesn't want me to be going anywhere. He is really wanting me behind the bar but they get so insane over there that I might get stressed out easily but it might be worth the try! Tuesday night I went to the movies with my pal Jen and saw Waiting. It was pretty damn funny but I have worked at two resturants and nothing like that has gone on.. thank god! After the movie her friend came over and we all talked for a few hours. I didn't get much sleep due to chemicals in my body or something along that line so yeah I went to see Travis at like 9ish in the morning! I stayed there til almost one o'clock! It is so awesome being with him.. finally... This has been like two people having feelings for each other for like 2 years and not being together. Over the two years the feelings didn't die down they started to get stronger and now that we are finally able to be together the feelings have just expanded into something I wouldn't have ever imagined. I cried over Brent for well over 6 months after we broke up when I would have the thought of me and him never getting back together.. but I have realized that Brent was my first love and most of the time the relationship with your first love is kind of like a trial. It shows you the do's and dont's with the hope that you will get it right later on. I honestly think that me and Travis are meant to be together. I know that many friends from a few years ago hated me and didn't want me and him to be together bc of what they thought about me.. but that was in high school and hopefully we are all old enough to be mature and realize that me and Travis are really happy and I am not going to do ANYTHING that would hurt that! He told me yesterday that he is in love with me and wants to be with me forever. I know I feel the same way! And anyone who knows me since a year ago until now.... I was the anti relationship nazi that would swear that no relationship would happen with me! I guess I only felt that way bc I hadnt found the right person! Now that Travis is back home and we are together.... I smile all the time.. I compare it to feeling like a lil kid with a crush that writes on a piece of paper.. do you want to be my bf.. check yes or no! Anywho.. enough about all that!

Mandi.. I am glad that we have been able to hang out a few times! I miss you and I hope that we can hang out much more!

Michael.. I miss you and I want to see you again! Maybe we can all get together one day so we can reunite! :)

Travis.. I love you and I will cherish our day yesterday for the rest of my life! I hope I can always make you happy!