you think you know me.. the word on the street is that you do!!!

[kiwigurl03]

hello all! I just wanted to update at least something since I am at a computer and that won't be happening often.. I am chillen with Marc.. Kenny and his friend went out tonite.. its weird living there with him. I mean he is treating me like really good but we arent dating.. and I don't want him to think something that isnt there. I don't know.. I do like having someone making me feel special though. I talked to my mom and sister on thursday night when I got off of work. My sister has been calling me a lot and leaving me messages.. she sounds like she is a wreck! I called her because they were leaving Friday morning to go to texas and i knew it would make her have a better time if she at least spoke to me before they left! After we hung up (i was crying) my mom called me. She sounded like nothing was wrong with her but she asked me why the tears.. I was crying because of how my sister sounded. I don't want them to be hurting BUT they kind of did it to themselves by making me hurt. I don't know if they think of it that way! Oh well. I think that I am going to not type much more! two fingers up.. Im out! ake peace out!

infinite xoxo's
Crystal Blair!!!!!

if anyone reads this has my cell # you should call me.. I am always looking for someone to talk to and something to do! There is nothing to do where I am living at!