Addicted...
okay so if anyone reads this.. I mean if anyone WHO reads this watched the first season of American Idol they know Kelly Clarkson won. Well...you didn't have to watch it to know that but still! She has put out two albums and the last one has a song on it that shocked me! The name of it is the subject of my journal entry! It is supposed to be about a guy but I think that there is more to it! I think that it is about drugs. I am going to put the lyrics on here. I have claimed this song as the story of how I feel right now in my life! (and not about a guy)
It’s like you’re a drug
It’s like you’re a demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running from you all the time
And I know I let
You have all the power
It’s like the only company I seek
Is misery all around
It’s like you’re a leach
Sucking the life from me
It’s like I can’t breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you
Have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna
Quit you over time
It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but you
I’m addicted to you
It’s like I can’t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You’ve taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
It’s like I’m not me
It’s like I’m lost
It’s like I’m giving up slowly
It’s like you’re a ghost
That’s haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in
My head are mine alone
And I know I’ll never change my ways
If I don’t give you up now
I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Now I know that some people didn't read that but still. It is the way I feel about the thing that I am in love with. And yeah thing.. not person. I hate the way I can't change. I wish I could. I guess I really am a failure. Oh well. shit happens. I guess I am just shit! Or something like it. I miss everyone. I love you guys!
It’s like you’re a drug
It’s like you’re a demon I can’t face down
It’s like I’m stuck
It’s like I’m running from you all the time
And I know I let
You have all the power
It’s like the only company I seek
Is misery all around
It’s like you’re a leach
Sucking the life from me
It’s like I can’t breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you
Have all the power
And I realize I’m never gonna
Quit you over time
It’s like I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t see anything
Nothing but you
I’m addicted to you
It’s like I can’t think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You’ve taken over me
It’s like I’m not me
It’s like I’m not me
It’s like I’m lost
It’s like I’m giving up slowly
It’s like you’re a ghost
That’s haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in
My head are mine alone
And I know I’ll never change my ways
If I don’t give you up now
I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Now I know that some people didn't read that but still. It is the way I feel about the thing that I am in love with. And yeah thing.. not person. I hate the way I can't change. I wish I could. I guess I really am a failure. Oh well. shit happens. I guess I am just shit! Or something like it. I miss everyone. I love you guys!