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"Who still remembers, who was the one who said he'll love me forever?"
I felt really bad this morning because I was supposed to buy breakfast when my dad left for Europe as well as take my brother to school, but I totally overslept and ended getting up around 7:00. I really hate early mornings. Anyways, I spent most of the morning on the couch until 10am just webcamming with Steven. I was also watching GMA and they were showing this segment about Boo, who is a cute little pomeranian with a cute haircut :) I showed Steven the link and I put the picture next to his face on cam and he really looks like a puppy hehe. At 10, my mom wanted to go to the bank and deposit some money so I can pay for tuition. So I left and I was basically out until 1ish? I also went to Macy’s to buy a toaster oven for my apartment! I got home, rested a little bit and talked to Steven again. I wanna go on vacation with him! Why does everything cost so much money? T____T But around the time he told me he was tired, I had to go pick up my brother. I’m not sure if he fell asleep, but I think he did because he didn’t respond to me at all. I got home and basically KOed in my bed all afternoon. Steven texted me saying he got to drive a GT-R today and I was really happy for him! I know how much he likes that car! That’s basically it of my boring day T____T Tomorrow is another day … gotta take my brother to his ACT test, as well as go back to Macy’s to get bedsheets!
Right now, I'm just sitting on the couch again, with Phineas and Ferb on. I'm a little bit sad because I don't really have anyone to talk to ... or anything to do. Ever since 2 days ago, I've been feeling really sad because backflashes of the memories that make me sick to my stomach keeps being replayed in my head. It honestly just makes me want to throw up, and I just feel so lost and alone, I don't know what to do. Steven is going to be in Tahoe for a couple of days I guess, and I'm going to miss him a lot. :(