what a summer!
so ive been home for almost a week now, but things are just as crazy. basically i haven't been in roanoke in the past month and a half...i have only been here for 12 days in that time...so yea...def enjoyin the time ive been home! tennessee was good as it could be, i didn't really want to go and i dont really like my aunts boyfriend, but i got over it and enjoyed the time with the kids and all that. canada was absolutely amazing! words cannot even express how great it was! Though, the one thing i realized is how wrong cole and i are for each other...and that's what happened..i realized i was sick of hanging out with his friends, sick of hanging out with him, sick of hearing about his car...basically i was sick of us. we weren't good together and we have NOTHING in common. we disagree on so many things, and i knew it wasn't going to work. when asked on several different occasions if i had plans on marrying cole i had to say no because i really didn't. i didn't love him. it just wasn't there. and everytime after i gave that answer i got asked why i was dating him, and i couldn't answer that. because i really had no idea why i was dating him. so i felt it was best to end everything! and while i was gone zack and ashley broke up...there's a lot of stuff to it and well we've kinda been expecting it since christmas but still it's hard. but beyond all of that crap i have never been happier!