Happy Thanksgiving!!! :)
Well to start off... HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!
And now.. i'm on to the things i have to be thankful for..
*I am so thankful, that i got the experience i did with Jon Ryan Hanson. I've never had a boy treat me so well.. like he did. I got the experience of the feeling of love.. the experience of fighting for the one you love, and the one thing i got that i wish i hadn't.. was the break up. I miss him.. but all i want now is for him to be happy. I really wish he could be happy with me.. but if he can't, then friends we will be :)
"Someday we'll know.. why i wasn't the one for you.. Someday we will both know.. that us not being together.. is one big mistake.." Ryan.. You will be in my heart forever and always, i will never forget you.. or any of the experiences i had with you. I had the time of my life with you.. and i do owe that ALL to you. I just hope that you had the time of your life with me!! I love you, and i always will.. You were my first love, and i am so happy that you were. Friends forever.. is now what we will be. Who knows what might happen in the future.. but i'm heading into it with open arms.. and an open heart. I love you and i do Miss you.. and i hope that we have a great time at the dance, and just a great friendship now.
More things i am thankful for...
I am so thankful for my friends.. you guys are the best. You have all been there for me throughout this breakup, which is the hardest thing to go through. I am trying so hard to be strong.. and you guys are helping me out so much. Thank you for the calls, the hugs and holding me, and just talking to me... Its hard.. but with friends like you guys.. i know i can get through this.. i know that now that i have lost a great boyfriend.. i have just gained a great friend. Just like all of you! Thank you SO much!! I love you guys!!!
Also.. i am sooooo thankful for my bestfriends..
Benjamin Andrew Ackerman, Desirae Joy Whiteman, and Jackolyn Marie Miller.. I love you guys.. sooo much. Thank you for being here for me.. you guys know what i am going through, is really hard.. a lot of cause you guys have been through stuff like this.. and you guys have just pushed me and shown me that i can get through it too.. i love you guys.. and thank you. Muah