I'm sorry I liked you I'M SORRY!!!

[kiwi_the_tumor]

I'm so sick of everybody acting like they're to cool to hang out with me. You're either my friend or not pick one because your fucking with my head. It really is true "If you're in you're in. If you're out for one day you're replaced." I can't handle it all anymore!! Mental fucking break down god damn it!!! I have WAYYYYYYYYYY to much going on. I hate....They don't seem to understand no one seems to understand I'VE CHANGED and I don't want the sympathy. I don't vent to anyone anymore I don't even talk to anyone anymore. I did this test I wanted to see who really cared I figure if I stop being the one who ALWAYS calls would people call me. Well, guess what most of them didn't. You think it's soo funny when I'm mad well laugh it up fuck face I'm fucking heated!!!

In a drunken rage I spew away the few phrases I can bare to muster