long winter
Well, it certainly has been a while since I've done anything but ghost this site. Not a lot of lj action by much of anyone these days. I guess I can try and do my part.
I seem to have a habbit of going kinda crazy every 6-9 months. I tend to just need dramatic change. I sorta start over and give everything a clean slate. At this point I think it has been about 8 months since I got back from Europe and without my control, or conscious awareness of the fact I've decided its time to test the waters and kinda shake things up again. I try new things I otherwise wouldn't, and I act in ways I might not normally. I suppose an abundance of space is often required. I tend to become intensely independent and unatached. This time it must be starting slow, or I dunno exactly.
I've got a job that I actually enjoy tremendously and really see an incredible future with (maybe not within FSN but its the right path anyway), and that kinda freaks me out a little. I'm not used to not having anything to look forward to, and I'm not used to being comfortable with things. Could also explain the 6 month craziness I tend to get myself into.
Not sure where I was going with this. I've had a couple glasses of this boxed red sangria from Target (i live the classy life around here) and a beer and now I'm rambling, as i tend to do..... So, I might just leave it at that.
I'm a little anxious to see how things play out. I'd really like to just dive into a schedule or work then running then coming home and cleaning up before dinner and chilling the rest of the night, with an occasional night out and really fun weekends.
I suppose I shall see how things go in the next month. I've already done things i might otherwise have never done... but thats life, and i'm just trying to manage it, every 6 months at a time.
I seem to have a habbit of going kinda crazy every 6-9 months. I tend to just need dramatic change. I sorta start over and give everything a clean slate. At this point I think it has been about 8 months since I got back from Europe and without my control, or conscious awareness of the fact I've decided its time to test the waters and kinda shake things up again. I try new things I otherwise wouldn't, and I act in ways I might not normally. I suppose an abundance of space is often required. I tend to become intensely independent and unatached. This time it must be starting slow, or I dunno exactly.
I've got a job that I actually enjoy tremendously and really see an incredible future with (maybe not within FSN but its the right path anyway), and that kinda freaks me out a little. I'm not used to not having anything to look forward to, and I'm not used to being comfortable with things. Could also explain the 6 month craziness I tend to get myself into.
Not sure where I was going with this. I've had a couple glasses of this boxed red sangria from Target (i live the classy life around here) and a beer and now I'm rambling, as i tend to do..... So, I might just leave it at that.
I'm a little anxious to see how things play out. I'd really like to just dive into a schedule or work then running then coming home and cleaning up before dinner and chilling the rest of the night, with an occasional night out and really fun weekends.
I suppose I shall see how things go in the next month. I've already done things i might otherwise have never done... but thats life, and i'm just trying to manage it, every 6 months at a time.