stay with what's pristine that touches you...

Jun 07, 2003 16:21

so...what was that last night? i never see you, ever. and the one time that i don't want to see you, i do. i mean...what was that? and you were with her. and the instant i saw you...i wasn't happy. (not like the other times i see you...) and all i wanted to do was cry. not becuz i was sad...but becuz i just didn't want to be there. i didn't want to see what i saw. and then two hours later...you're still there...but not with her this time... i'm so confused. i didn't want to see you. why do you always just POP up in the worst possible times? i can say though that this time was better than all the rest. becuz i didn't want to think about you...and i didn't. although everything seems to remind me of you. i bet you did that too...just so i'd never forget. but i want to forget. i want to forget it all. why can't i just let go?

"smite me you mighty smiter"

"i'm glad we're wearing hairnets cuz i wouldn't want a stray hair to fall into the booger...and that's the way the cookie crumbles."

it's amazing how you can do things day to day and then one day it just doesn't seem right or worthwhile becuz the ppl you used to do it with hav all gone away.

i hate losing ppl. everytime i get close to someone they get ripped out of my life. and i hate it. i hate getting close to ppl. it just doesn't seem fair...

"none of this seems right without you"

what i really feel my eyes hide becuz they always cry.

i hate your eyes...and i hate the way they draw me to them..and you. i hate looking into your eyes and finding out the truth. becuz i don't want to kno the truth. i don't kno if i can bare it...or handle it.

"it's amazing how one little conversation can change things forever."

"Better to write for yourself and have no public than to write for the publlic and have no self."
-Cyril Connolly

yes...apparently i am satan. (my mom told me i looked like satan..)

i want a job. there's nothing else to do around this good for nothing house.

"good for nothing, can't give you nothing, i'm sick of nothing..."

:i didn't fall in love with him...i tripped.
::you shulda been watching where you were going.
:oh i WAS
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