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THE LAST STORY (for English class)
I walked through the subway, my hand clenched on my baby. All the men i passed, looked at me. It was almost if they knew i had done something wrong. i wonder if they knew also what i was going through. it was just one night. as i think back on that night-i wonder why i did it. what was i thinking? i thought he loved me. i thought i loved him. but i guess it was just an illusion. my plans have all changed now. it's kind of funny when i think about it. it's amazing how i could care for someone so much and in the blink of an eye-he could just leave, without warning. how does he live with himself? i'm convinced that he was just scared. i don't want to lie to myslef though. i should hav seen through it. All those times he didn't call or even care to see me. i guess i blame myself for making excuses for him. Now this can never go away. i must live with it...forever. no matter how hard i try, it won't go away. but he can? he can run away from it all...and never think of it again. i didn't want this, but it's what i got. i can't undo what he has done. i can't hide it. everyone will kno. i am seventeen years old and i have to take care of another life. i will never forget this as long as i live. i have to escape this world of lies, and everything that goes along with it! if i run to the ends of the earth, maybe i can outrun the ridicule and laughter. they don't understand. they can never understand. becuz they will not understand.
I walked through the subway, my hand clenched on my baby. All the men i passed, looked at me. It was almost if they knew i had done something wrong. i wonder if they knew also what i was going through. it was just one night. as i think back on that night-i wonder why i did it. what was i thinking? i thought he loved me. i thought i loved him. but i guess it was just an illusion. my plans have all changed now. it's kind of funny when i think about it. it's amazing how i could care for someone so much and in the blink of an eye-he could just leave, without warning. how does he live with himself? i'm convinced that he was just scared. i don't want to lie to myslef though. i should hav seen through it. All those times he didn't call or even care to see me. i guess i blame myself for making excuses for him. Now this can never go away. i must live with it...forever. no matter how hard i try, it won't go away. but he can? he can run away from it all...and never think of it again. i didn't want this, but it's what i got. i can't undo what he has done. i can't hide it. everyone will kno. i am seventeen years old and i have to take care of another life. i will never forget this as long as i live. i have to escape this world of lies, and everything that goes along with it! if i run to the ends of the earth, maybe i can outrun the ridicule and laughter. they don't understand. they can never understand. becuz they will not understand.