WannaGoWannaGo...Ack Don't Make me Go!
Someone suggested to me once that I might have a touch of social anxiety. I love dancing and talking to people, but usually, the idea of going and seeking out people alone scares the crap out of me.
Case in Point. I'm trying to find more stuff to do. Today, I went hunting and found Soulgasm NYC. A party done on Wednesday nights that caters to people who love to dance. The people in the photos looks like they are dressed to dance, not schooze or be seen. It sounds like so much fun. I'd love to go. But I know, from past experience, that once I go home after work, I'll start making excuses for why I can't. Clothes, hair, money, school night, I got a million of em. I'll end up pscyhing myself out of going.
But it looks like so much fun. The thing is, if someone dragged me, I'd probably go. Probably. The Fear has gotten to me before where it even kept me from going with people, because I started worrying about embarrasing them, or them embarrasing me or whatever.
sigh
Case in Point. I'm trying to find more stuff to do. Today, I went hunting and found Soulgasm NYC. A party done on Wednesday nights that caters to people who love to dance. The people in the photos looks like they are dressed to dance, not schooze or be seen. It sounds like so much fun. I'd love to go. But I know, from past experience, that once I go home after work, I'll start making excuses for why I can't. Clothes, hair, money, school night, I got a million of em. I'll end up pscyhing myself out of going.
But it looks like so much fun. The thing is, if someone dragged me, I'd probably go. Probably. The Fear has gotten to me before where it even kept me from going with people, because I started worrying about embarrasing them, or them embarrasing me or whatever.
sigh