blargh
woo hoo kitty, we are pleased to let you know that yes, you can take on more debt! boy oh boy. i'm so lucky. let's just hope i can be intelligent and manage this responsibly. hah. kitty and responsibly in the same paragraph. and really, it's not supposed to be a joke.
i'm getting all bent out of shape about this move coming up. don't know why, i think i've got everything pretty much under control (in my head). the reality is that i'm so lethargic right now that i can rarely find the wherewith all to get off my butt to eat, let alone pack. well, the day is getting closer and closer, so i really should do something before i go into full panic mode.
i'm getting all bent out of shape at work. i don't know what my problem is here, really, except that i do not cope well with virtually nothing to do. my day starts at 8 and is pretty much finished at 11. this is creating in me a very bad, brattish, resentful attitude towards everything and i've got to learn to manage that too.
the therapy sessions get me all bent out of shape. at least they are only once a week. i had no idea that they would be quite as grueling as they are. 'nuff said there.
the up sides to all this, however few they may be, make everything worth while so far. i'm inexplicably, terribly happy with the dr., i'm making a very positive move to be closer to loved ones, my mom is coming here for christmas, my kittens are hale and hearty, as am i physically (although a little discipline in food choices would not be amiss)and even though i really resent it right now, i do have a fairly secure, fairly well paying job. and it goes without saying (but i will anyway) i have the bestest group of friends anybody could ever wish for...thank you all...
when i look at all of these things, i realize that i'm really not so bad off after all, and now i feel just a wee bit better for my day ahead.
here's hoping for a good one...
i'm getting all bent out of shape about this move coming up. don't know why, i think i've got everything pretty much under control (in my head). the reality is that i'm so lethargic right now that i can rarely find the wherewith all to get off my butt to eat, let alone pack. well, the day is getting closer and closer, so i really should do something before i go into full panic mode.
i'm getting all bent out of shape at work. i don't know what my problem is here, really, except that i do not cope well with virtually nothing to do. my day starts at 8 and is pretty much finished at 11. this is creating in me a very bad, brattish, resentful attitude towards everything and i've got to learn to manage that too.
the therapy sessions get me all bent out of shape. at least they are only once a week. i had no idea that they would be quite as grueling as they are. 'nuff said there.
the up sides to all this, however few they may be, make everything worth while so far. i'm inexplicably, terribly happy with the dr., i'm making a very positive move to be closer to loved ones, my mom is coming here for christmas, my kittens are hale and hearty, as am i physically (although a little discipline in food choices would not be amiss)and even though i really resent it right now, i do have a fairly secure, fairly well paying job. and it goes without saying (but i will anyway) i have the bestest group of friends anybody could ever wish for...thank you all...
when i look at all of these things, i realize that i'm really not so bad off after all, and now i feel just a wee bit better for my day ahead.
here's hoping for a good one...