Dream, dream, dream....oi
Ok well this is such a bizzare dream that I just had to blog it. Maybe I will start with the train of thoughts I was having before my dream and maybe then it will make sense to at least somebody, and Tamie if you think that this has anything to do with you know what, please let me know.
Before I fell to sleep I was thinking about my past, mainly Daniel. It seemed to me that it almost seems like that whole relationship was just a dream/nightmare/whatever.... then I started thinking back further to who I was as a kid wondering if anything that i remembered actually ever happened. Thas when I figured out why I am becoming so obsessed with the future I just don't like the past anymore, who I was, what I did. Don't get me wrong most of what I do remember was a blast, but not anything I could see myself doing today...primarily because I'm trying to fastforward my present self to my future self and hopefully that way time will fly by and I can finally get out of here. Yeah I'm back to hating it here. I think I stressed out because it was a big change for me and I hadn't fully prepared myself and once I got used to the idea POOF i'm back here...boooooo! OK well that was somewhat the kinda stuff I was thinking about now lets see if it has anything to do with my dream....If it doesn't and nobody can help me translate I am blaming this whole thing totally on Marty and his Zombie talk I think he almost has me completely converted *dodges Tamei's smack*
Dream: I was in this episode of Survivor, Zombie Style there were like six of us two other girls besides me and three guys. We are camped out in my front yard here in Penana and we're all just trying to survive these random waves of zombie attacks. Somehow between my place and Los Lunas we just keep fighting and fighting at some point like two of the people (I don't know any of the other members of my twisted version of survivor in real life.) got tangled up in barbed wire, then somehow we ended up back in Penana. The one girl who got caught in the barbed wire was like going crazy with the neosporine and band aid's as the one guy who fell along with her was all "*wipe* I'm good" So some how in my survivor nobody gets kicked out and we're on this island doing the Zombie Slayer Beauty contest. So Me and one girl got on the boat with the host and started discussing our outfits when suddendly we realize he's boning some girl while talking to us. So me and the other contestant get off and right before they leave the other contestant was like "Well at least we know why your never happy, you can never let yourself" Because in my mind me and the other contestant knew that he was supposed to be going on a date with the third girl in the whole Survivor plot. Then...that was it I got woken up....
Before I fell to sleep I was thinking about my past, mainly Daniel. It seemed to me that it almost seems like that whole relationship was just a dream/nightmare/whatever.... then I started thinking back further to who I was as a kid wondering if anything that i remembered actually ever happened. Thas when I figured out why I am becoming so obsessed with the future I just don't like the past anymore, who I was, what I did. Don't get me wrong most of what I do remember was a blast, but not anything I could see myself doing today...primarily because I'm trying to fastforward my present self to my future self and hopefully that way time will fly by and I can finally get out of here. Yeah I'm back to hating it here. I think I stressed out because it was a big change for me and I hadn't fully prepared myself and once I got used to the idea POOF i'm back here...boooooo! OK well that was somewhat the kinda stuff I was thinking about now lets see if it has anything to do with my dream....If it doesn't and nobody can help me translate I am blaming this whole thing totally on Marty and his Zombie talk I think he almost has me completely converted *dodges Tamei's smack*
Dream: I was in this episode of Survivor, Zombie Style there were like six of us two other girls besides me and three guys. We are camped out in my front yard here in Penana and we're all just trying to survive these random waves of zombie attacks. Somehow between my place and Los Lunas we just keep fighting and fighting at some point like two of the people (I don't know any of the other members of my twisted version of survivor in real life.) got tangled up in barbed wire, then somehow we ended up back in Penana. The one girl who got caught in the barbed wire was like going crazy with the neosporine and band aid's as the one guy who fell along with her was all "*wipe* I'm good" So some how in my survivor nobody gets kicked out and we're on this island doing the Zombie Slayer Beauty contest. So Me and one girl got on the boat with the host and started discussing our outfits when suddendly we realize he's boning some girl while talking to us. So me and the other contestant get off and right before they leave the other contestant was like "Well at least we know why your never happy, you can never let yourself" Because in my mind me and the other contestant knew that he was supposed to be going on a date with the third girl in the whole Survivor plot. Then...that was it I got woken up....