Nov 25, 2008 20:27
So, I've been going to this neat little bar once a week for karaoke..have a couple of beers, sing a few songs and generally wind down. I've been making friends there..lots of cool people to talk to..
About a week and a half ago, I end up meeting this guy cuz I jumped into his conversation about tattoos..I love tats..lol..So we got to talking..and hit it off..he asked if it was okay to see me again, so we made a date..
Damned if I didn't actually get butterflies looking forward to it..
His name is Ben and he's in the Navy. We had Chinese for dinner and ended up watching a movie we both loved..then pretty much enjoyed the hell out of each other..lol..The sex was amazing! Afterward was even better..lots of touching and exploring..For some reason we just kept looking at each other and smiling..
I ended up seeing him again, of course. And every time we see each other, it keeps getting better and better.
He compliments me all the time, tells me I'm beautiful (which Josh was never capable of), even after most of my makeup came off in the shower. We have the most amazing time in bed, and like a lot of the same things..anime, music, movies...And he's cute as hell..lol..
For something that was just supposed to be about sex, it seems to be turning into something more..
Problem is, I can't keep him. He gets transferred in February to Texas then to Norfolk.
I could I meet someone so amazing (in a bar of all places) and not be able to keep him?
And how am I to keep from liking him so much, if he's going to leave so soon?
I suppose I should just enjoy it while it lasts. I guess that's about all I can do...