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I had an enlightening trip down memory lane. Sometimes I really miss being in my early twenties. With no responsibility and self permission to be reckless.
There is something to be said having a wonderful husband who loves me unconditionally. Who simply lets me be. I don't know where I would be without him. He has brought more love, trust, and complete honesty to my life where I would have never imagined it possible. I am eternally grateful for him every day. He truly is my soul mate in every shape of the word. There is a little part inside of me that misses the butterflies of not knowing better. The anticipation of what will happen next, and the care free uncertainty of tomorrow. However, I lost my blinders somewhere in the calendar of growing older. Charming is simply not so charming anymore. Mystery is no longer mysterious and at some point the mind fuck lost its power. I just lost my train of thought.
There is something to be said having a wonderful husband who loves me unconditionally. Who simply lets me be. I don't know where I would be without him. He has brought more love, trust, and complete honesty to my life where I would have never imagined it possible. I am eternally grateful for him every day. He truly is my soul mate in every shape of the word. There is a little part inside of me that misses the butterflies of not knowing better. The anticipation of what will happen next, and the care free uncertainty of tomorrow. However, I lost my blinders somewhere in the calendar of growing older. Charming is simply not so charming anymore. Mystery is no longer mysterious and at some point the mind fuck lost its power. I just lost my train of thought.