Proper Thinking Processes
I have to clear myself of the excess. The extra bodies that occupy this space i have squeezed myself into. I let them in as safe haven. Sharing the struggle and enjoying the company. But we cant share this place anymore. Cramped and uncomfortable we fidget into tighter corners to get away from the annoyances. Right now im thinking of a place where I can breathe in solitude yet enjoy the time to myself. I dont care is the mantra. All bluster and bravado. Tough skin against people who want me to let them in. No you are not good enough. But those words were always meant for me. The reality. Stone cold truth. And this is how I really feel? Is it just today? Tomorrow confidence returns but next week it takes yet another vacation...
Dump this. Shake it out. Kick them out and dont look back. There is nothing to miss here but more frustration. I think about returning to the place where my silence was still comfy but if im honest I lost the directions to that defense long ago. So I stay here and am forced to grow as a person. A healthy adult with proper thinking processes.
Ok. We'll go with that.
Dump this. Shake it out. Kick them out and dont look back. There is nothing to miss here but more frustration. I think about returning to the place where my silence was still comfy but if im honest I lost the directions to that defense long ago. So I stay here and am forced to grow as a person. A healthy adult with proper thinking processes.
Ok. We'll go with that.