im a dumbass.

[kittysexmeow]

regret it too much,
to even let it touch my thoughts
let it all go, try to rediscover
what i came in here for,
im purely captivated
with massive attack as,
the teardrops cascaded
my inner cluster, off and on the map
which road i knew i should have taken
led me to a dead end and now im
tainted.
i regret it too much
low and behold
my eyes are red and my cheeks
are about to explode
because all i can do is
anticipate and let the
old doors open
and the new ones close
and feel absolutely worthless
even if i was made of cash
from head to toe.

i loved him to much
and i regret that i tore up
the one beautiful portriat
that i want.