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sitting in this house is the best feeling right now.
i love having my own place.
but it makes me feel terrible for leaving my dad at home.
especially when he calls to tell me he had to go to the hospital because he wasnt feeling right.
it kills me that hes alone and if something does happen, im 2 hours away.
but i know my daddy, hes a tough guy, he'll make it.
it's also coming close to a year.
sunday, actually.
i dont know what im going to do, except get ridiculously trashed and cry my eyes out.
im coming home this weekened, and as badly as i want to see ryans mom, i dont know if i can bring myself to do it the day before his year.
fuck fuck fuck.
i love having my own place.
but it makes me feel terrible for leaving my dad at home.
especially when he calls to tell me he had to go to the hospital because he wasnt feeling right.
it kills me that hes alone and if something does happen, im 2 hours away.
but i know my daddy, hes a tough guy, he'll make it.
it's also coming close to a year.
sunday, actually.
i dont know what im going to do, except get ridiculously trashed and cry my eyes out.
im coming home this weekened, and as badly as i want to see ryans mom, i dont know if i can bring myself to do it the day before his year.
fuck fuck fuck.