Fuck It
I really wish that I wouldn't get my hopes up so high. Even on the smallest things in the world, I tend to get my hopes up and almost every time I get them crushed. Sometimes I think that I shouldn't have faith in anything anymore. All I want is to be happy sometimes and all I get is nothing. It's not like I have enormous expectations, I just want to have fun and live my life the best I can. So why do I always get shit on by people. this fucking sucks. I give up on having faith in anything anymore. I am just going to leave it up to other people to be happy, cause it certainly isn't working for me. To all those that are happy out there, have some happiness for me cause I sure as hell ain't having any. I really wish I was someone else sometimes. I give up.