May 08, 2009 00:46
Today's lesson: Why I don't have the nerve to just up and friend people.
1. I feel like I'm *pushing it*. It's like going up to a stranger and saying, "Hi! I like your shoes! Be my friend now please!"
2. I feel awkward. Nuff said.
3. I lose my nerve.
4. When I think about it, does anyone really just friend anyone?? Should I comment first, then friend them, or comment quite a bit and then ask to be their friend?
5. Why am I asking?? Why isn't anyone friending me?! <---that's the paranoia talking.
6. Too many friends...and you can never keep up with them!!
7. I feel bad when I miss something.
8. I feel worse when I miss a lot!
9. Okay, it's just weird.
10. I am total chicken shit! :D I mean that in the best way.
Doctor's solution: Get over yourself and do something NEW. *smacks me in the head*
Me:....ow much??! *rubs the sore spot* Okay. OKAY! *breathes* We will do something new!
Later. Right now...I'm on a massacre of the plot bunnies. :)
random,
rl,
friending people