I give up.
This Toy Story thing is not gonna happen. I officially give up. They schedule me in such a way that I'm either completely exhausted all day or awake all night. I haven't been able to get anyone to help during my shifts and I haven't had the energy to come in when there would be someone else here to help. So as much as I hate to do it, I'm giving up.
I can't make any promises on whether I'll continue the project for the June release of the third movie. I'm really not happy with certain aspects of my job right now and I'm not entirely sure I'll still be working here by then. I'm certainly not in the mood to do them any favors by working my butt off during my regular shift to finish a project I don't get paid extra for, and since they've continued to ignore my requests for a friendlier schedule that doesn't leave me exhausted, I don't have the energy to come in and get extra hours. Truth be told, I'm pretty pissed off about it all, but this isn't really the place for that.
I'm very disappointed in myself for not being able to finish this, but I have a bad habit of beating myself up. I'm doing the best I can just to make it to work these days. This failure belongs to my employers.
I can't make any promises on whether I'll continue the project for the June release of the third movie. I'm really not happy with certain aspects of my job right now and I'm not entirely sure I'll still be working here by then. I'm certainly not in the mood to do them any favors by working my butt off during my regular shift to finish a project I don't get paid extra for, and since they've continued to ignore my requests for a friendlier schedule that doesn't leave me exhausted, I don't have the energy to come in and get extra hours. Truth be told, I'm pretty pissed off about it all, but this isn't really the place for that.
I'm very disappointed in myself for not being able to finish this, but I have a bad habit of beating myself up. I'm doing the best I can just to make it to work these days. This failure belongs to my employers.