you wanna know how deep my soul goes... deeper than bones
howdy people, it's been a while, haven't had that much too exciting stuff to say i do have a poem i wanna edit a bit and them put on here soon, if i get around to doing that sometime soon.... yes well things have been better lately for those people who knew i was kinda bummed out as of late... except that i lost my glasses, ugh!! i have no idea where they disappeared to, i kno i wore them insie but i musta put them somewhere and i cannot find them anywhere! it makes school kinda extra hard cuz im blind!! ugh it makes me mad when i can't find stuff. gosh, i've been so draggy today, i need caffiene badly, i want starbucks and a hot tub <--- because my muscles are sore too, i've been working out kinda a lot lately, finally actually making a real effort to get in shape, surprised? yea me too but i'm actually gonna stick with it, i have some sick twisted motivation behind it but hey u don't wanna try to untangle the mind of a former anorexic/builimic, god i hate my twisted severely messed up views of food and body image :-\ cuz it's just like this whole different person inside of dorea, i hate who i turn into when i give into that other person, except that she means business and gets stuff done, but for all the wrong reasons...