GEESSS!! Y ME

[kittylover90210]

Yesturday was the most interesting night of my summer. I was just sitting minding my own busniess when i decided to look at a friend of mines live journal. A friend for which i have known for a long time. I found out some very interesting and disturbing things about her that made me upset and astonished. I sat and wondered is this real............what im reading before me. Is this true? And if that wasnt enough i found out that one of my dearest and funnest friends tried to commit suicide last night.Y? i sat and pondered. Right than my past began to haunt me. The many harsh problems my friends would come to me in the past. Like when a friend of mine told me she was pregnant and we were in the 8th grade. Or when i found out one of my friends was cutting herself. Or when i heard that another friend of mine watched his sister murdered and had to be in a mental instituation. Or when a girl friend of mine had to hear that her brother was murdered on the streets hours from returning from Iraq.he was celebrating his return. Y? i still ponder. Than in a flash the present came back and i didnt know what to do with my friends who were troubling with there current prolems.

If my friend Succeeded in commiting suicide we would probly go to her funeral and say " o no what a tragity. She was a good person. She had potential. But there was nuthing we could do. Shes in a better place now" Well hold up! had anyone stop to think that we could have stopped it, but didnt. No one stops to think in this world and i think that is the biggest problem we have in America. We have brains yet we do not use them. Think about it.

i luv u all