This Guy Named Jake
Haha, how to make it anymore obvious.. Well the computer just froze so i had to shut it down and i couldn't save what i had already writin and i was just writing about how my week went but i don't feel like writing it again and then i started writing about jake right before it crashed so i am just going to start on this subject.. OK well.. It's pretty cool .. when i first met Jake, because he shaves his legs i poked fun at him for it and thought he was gay but then i was going to put in Party Monster.. And he knew what i was talking about and didn't say anything bad about it, i mean he has the movie at his house haha i was like crapping my pants with glee! He got my attention then and well we basically got it out that we both like each other and after a couple weeks here we are DATING! And Oh My GRAPE JUICE!!! He makes me get those tingley feelings inside.. ^_^ i feel so stupid but at the same time, it's been soooo long since i finally found someone who makes me happy.. I mean like wow.. After dating Brett and Mat.. the two most worst relationships in my life.. i thought i was doomed.. i wanted to give up on the male race.. Like i never knew a guy would actually be so idk.. nice to me.. I mean he does all the things i've longed for.. He holds my hand.. even if wer'e just sitting on the couch.. i couldn't explain how long i've been wating for this.. Someone who will show little tiny signs of affection, it's fucken great. He does the little things and that's what i've been craven the little things do make me happy.. like when he kisses me on the forehead or on my hand or whatever! It's just such a release of joy.. For once i FEEL like i'm someone's girlfriend.. and it's great.. even if me and him don't last forever it's still a great thing.. He's such an awesome boyfriend. Ok i know i probably sound like a stalker or whatever.. but if you knew me longer you'd understand.. And no.. we haven't had sex yet or anything.. i don't even think we've made out for any longer than a minute.. haha but i'm sure in due time.. Man, i did so badly wanna ride that bitch but you know.. in due time.. hahaha ok my mind is in the gutter now.. I'm bad... hehe ok well i'ma go..