Mar 22, 2007 20:21
So. I fell in love with a girl.
But there cannot and will not be a relationship there. So I am sad. I guess that's an understatement, but... yeah.
Maybe I should just go strictly dyke when it comes to dating. I'm so confused, they're all I really find myself attracted to anymore. I like a good man chest, yes, and I still find myself attracted to a man's body and enjoy writing about them fucking eachother, but I just don't really find myself drawn to male personalities. And I don't find myself all that physically attracted to women, yet I love their personalities and mentalities. (Looks don't really matter to me anymore when it comes to relationships, anyway...)
So ... I need a girl in a guy's body, I guess.
My mind's torn in a thousand directions lately and I just can't really seem to get a break... My head hurts when I try to think about everything that's happened recently. But when I do it's like it comes up as one big fog.
I beat Indigo Prophecy. It was really good, though the plot got kind of crazy at the end. And it was far, far too short. :( I was going "Oh, it... it's over? It's... over..." for like two hours afterwards. It was really good though.
I guess I should work on beating KH so I can play KHII and find out what the hell this Organization Xylophone is all about.