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So it finally happened, the girl who broke my heart in highschool broke the heart of the one person i prayed she never would. Before you get all excited, no i don't mean dating. My best friend in high school betrayed me, in a lot of ways, but she was always hurting a lot. I always kinda thought i could forgive her for her actions toward me, but now she has hurt someone i really care about and that is hard to forgive.
So how do you do it? I guess the better question is this, do you let those old wounds open to be angry or grieve for a friend hurting?
I felt terrible as i was told how all those years ago i was right, and i thought "damn now i really wish i wasn't." I want the girl that lies to be happy, and i really can only wish the best for her now. But at the same time is it wrong to think that this might be a good thing, because now this person won't get another shot at her, one that could really hurt her?
Also on the note of high school friends doing things that are crazy, another really good friend called tonight to tell me she is stright. I still don't know how to react to that, i mean i am happy that she found someone and is all glowy and happy...but damn. I guess this means i am in need a new man hating feminazi friend...not that she was really those things i just liked giving her a hard time about it, if you know any.
Night Guys,
I hope all this still makes sense in the morning
Jenaura
So how do you do it? I guess the better question is this, do you let those old wounds open to be angry or grieve for a friend hurting?
I felt terrible as i was told how all those years ago i was right, and i thought "damn now i really wish i wasn't." I want the girl that lies to be happy, and i really can only wish the best for her now. But at the same time is it wrong to think that this might be a good thing, because now this person won't get another shot at her, one that could really hurt her?
Also on the note of high school friends doing things that are crazy, another really good friend called tonight to tell me she is stright. I still don't know how to react to that, i mean i am happy that she found someone and is all glowy and happy...but damn. I guess this means i am in need a new man hating feminazi friend...not that she was really those things i just liked giving her a hard time about it, if you know any.
Night Guys,
I hope all this still makes sense in the morning
Jenaura