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My dreams have lately been so vivid that it is extremely disorienting: when I wake up I can’t tell if they actually happened or not. I dream about strangers from crowds, about people that I know and about figures I have never seen but somehow I have known for a lifetime. One strange thing is that I never see faces but I still know who everyone is; however, within my dreams this particular fact never strikes me as odd but as perfectly ordinary. While dreaming, I accept the events that occur as if they were standard, but when I wake up and think about what happened in my dream, I get worried. What part of my brain creates the warped scenarios that I dream about? I already knew that my conscious mind worked in an unorthodox manner - I don’t need my subconscious going crazy, too.
I hate that I am afraid to go to sleep but still more that I don’t want to wake up.
Also I don't think this post makes a lot of sense. But basically my dreams have been running away from me and it's getting a little scary.
I hate that I am afraid to go to sleep but still more that I don’t want to wake up.
Also I don't think this post makes a lot of sense. But basically my dreams have been running away from me and it's getting a little scary.