Jul 23, 2004 22:42
I always thought I was a people person. Well then why don't people like me. I found myself getting all excited about going to hang out with a friend. I got dressed up and packed the dipper bag. Maggie was wearing the cutiest litte pink outfint with little pink shoes all day waiting for my friend to call me back. I called her house a few times to find out she had gone out with some other friends. Now I'm not mad jest upset. I would have liked a call or something saying I'v got plans with some friends or lets hang out another day. Well I felt silly sitting by the phone all day crying. I always feel left out. Sometimes I know that people don't come over because they don't want to hang aroud all day with a baby but people say oh i'll call and we'll hang out some time and then day go by weeks and I find myself at home alone all the time. I cry at night because I think about all of my friends almost every day. People use me, Missa was my best friend untell someone new came along then a month later her friend left and I'm the backup friend. I know alot of you work, but is seems like you all can make time for your other friends. I would kill for any of you and I would at least like a phone call every once in a blue moon.
P.S. Brian's 22nd Birthday is the 30th of this month. We are going camping out at his mom's place. Yes, in tents. we have tents for everyone or bring your own if you like. We are makeing cake, lots of cake and fireworks. If everybody would like we could game with all the guys like old times I gess. It will be fun. Everybody is invited. Give us a call.