my love
i have been cheating on my b/f since around christmas. he should have seen it coming, he is the one who infact introduced us. but this sex-machine has done all he can to make me feel warm and happy. it isnt like i am a bad person for doing this, after all the rainbow on his tummy is the sexiest thing about him. oh, i love my care bear plush, and i will sleep with him every night. i know he will keep me safe and warm....
so bryan and jason came by for a few minutes to show me jasons new car. i have to admit it is nice... but i like mine better b/c it's mine and it's a mustang. so the paints a lil chipped b/c there is a few dents in it. IT'S STILL A FRICKEN MUSTANG! geeez! it is my dream car. always wanted a mustang. *sigh* now i just have to finish paying the mofo off.
i was happy to see bryan today. made me get that warm tingly feeling running all thru my body... the one that you just can't explane. Feeling anxious, afraid and in love, and excited. all at the same time. *sigh* i love him so much. and i'm ALWAYS thinking about him. even when i know that i shouldn't b/c i should be going to sleep or doing my school work. but he's always on my mind.
baby, 6 months tomorrow. :) i love you sooooo much.
well anyways. i didnt get to see amber at all last night. sorttah made me sad, but i know that it wasnt really all that important, so why should i feel sad? i know i shouldnt. but i'll live and i'm not too sad. it'll be gone in a day.
i think i'm off to talk to my baby now.
peace,
kitty
so bryan and jason came by for a few minutes to show me jasons new car. i have to admit it is nice... but i like mine better b/c it's mine and it's a mustang. so the paints a lil chipped b/c there is a few dents in it. IT'S STILL A FRICKEN MUSTANG! geeez! it is my dream car. always wanted a mustang. *sigh* now i just have to finish paying the mofo off.
i was happy to see bryan today. made me get that warm tingly feeling running all thru my body... the one that you just can't explane. Feeling anxious, afraid and in love, and excited. all at the same time. *sigh* i love him so much. and i'm ALWAYS thinking about him. even when i know that i shouldn't b/c i should be going to sleep or doing my school work. but he's always on my mind.
baby, 6 months tomorrow. :) i love you sooooo much.
well anyways. i didnt get to see amber at all last night. sorttah made me sad, but i know that it wasnt really all that important, so why should i feel sad? i know i shouldnt. but i'll live and i'm not too sad. it'll be gone in a day.
i think i'm off to talk to my baby now.
peace,
kitty