Apr 21, 2005 21:00
this whole week has been a living hell. I dont know wat's going on between me and Connor and im really tired of this whole affair. Shana and Stephan are seriously getting on my nerves and some of my friends say they're gonna jump her cuz of this whole mess. yea rite. something i've been learning lately; you cant trust anyone in this life. Shana won't stop bothering me and im really tired of this. you should've seen the message she text me. and cuz of all this shit, school's a drag. I find myself crying everynight. plus, my mom is being the biggest bitch in the world right now. I cmoe home from school and i find her invading my closet!!! And i try to tell all of this to Connor but i just cant, i'm scared for some reason. i dont even know why i'm saying this now. i guess i just needed to write this down, and i type much faster than i write.