I tried talking to Dorian. And, yes, that really was a bad idea. I can see that now. She said I'd have to "forget a friend to save a friend". Meaning she wanted me to forget Natha him. It sounds like a fair deal, of course, but it... it isn't. I couldn't forget... not even to save... I thought I'd do anything. But I couldn't... God. I'm such an idiot. I'm hopeless. There has to be another way.
Well. That's certainly been an eventful couple of days, no? I can now safely say I shall never feel guilty ever, ever again when putting out the slug pellets.
Does anyone need anything? I'm afraid the few medical supplies I had have rather run out, but I can still help. I'll have to get some more bandages soon, though. The rate they've been used up recently, I'm surprised there isn't a shortage. But anyway. Is everyone... all right? As all right as they can be? I'm worried.
I tried to help out in the fight last night but I didn't really manage to do much. Bit hopeless like that, really. So... yes. If anyone who did manage to actually fight and do something needs assistance... just ask.
Another note, but is it just me, or is there some sort of curse today? I feel... different. It's weird.
((OOC: Apologies for being off without a hiatus note for the last week or so, and not replying to half the entries I should have done, and for being very slow to any logs I had going, or was about to start, etc. I'll get round to replying soon! RL looms up at the most annoying times. For the sake of posterity, let's assume Kitty was dealing with her own angst and focusing on helping out any casualties for the last few days. We'll also say she tried to fight a bit in the final battle, but didn't really get far, due to a distinct lack of real fighting skillz. Or, you know, a gun. Again, apologies. ♥
Oh, and today Kitty has lost her demonic resilience, but that's unlikely to affect anyone, and she's hardly noticed herself!))