May 23, 2006 11:41
You know, student loan deferrment is a wonderful thing...until it ends. Got the notice today that I have to start paying on three of them again...already been paying on two. The total for the new three will be almost $300 a month!! That's a hella sticker shock...already sent in paperwork to try to consolidate...I can't afford $400 a month in student loan bills - even if i was working! The good news is they'll all be paid off in 2016...Wait. That's not good news!!
Dammit!
So now sitting here trying to figure out how to shit an extra $300 a month...and not coming up with much...Gotta get a job, but so worried about the whole karate summer camp situation...I know the second I accept a position somewhere, that will go to hell in a handbasket...then what am I supposed to do with Bhrett? Have signed contract, so have to pay for karate for another year whether he goes or not...Therefore can't afford to send him to a different summer camp...because that would mean paying for two and only using one...rrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr!
Okay, not going to stress about it. There is always a way, and things will work out somehow. Just not sure how yet. It'll come to me, I'm sure...Maybe? I hope? Ugh.
Guess I'll know about summer camp soon enough...Last day of school is Friday, so by the end of next week I'll have a decent idea how it's going...
Is it time for vacation yet? I need a break...and the beach! It's been so long...I'm ready. I'm terrified Oreo is going to pop her kittens out while we're gone, though...and that would be bad. I'm more terrified about where she's going to decide to pop out said kittens...If I'm here I can at least move her if necessary...I do NOT want kittens being born in my box springs!
Everyone is sick. Again. Sick babies are not happy babies. Unhappy babies make for an unhappy mommy. An unhappy AND sick mommy? Not a good combination...