Oh My God..
I cant sleep its 3 am and im having a panic attack in my bed because im in a myspace battle with coke whore nikki because conrad told her that my kids were taken from me because i couldnt take care of myself and them and then were given to him. and i never see them and i am not apart of there lives WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. it made me cry im still crying I called him to scream at him and hes not answering. JLHGYTVVIYVCHVG.. then... then to top everything off scott has fucking brandi... the girl that slipped away that he loved on his myspace now. im sure hes sent her messages. i found him before looking for her. theres guna be a fiight when i wake up. OMG OMG OMG when i wake up im cutting my hair. omgomgomg i feel like im going to vomit. im so glad i didnt drink.. omg. my birthday is shaping up to be pretty aweful