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If you weren't living you wouldn't know. Nor would you care. Haha. I hate that. Why do I think such stupid things? I mean, I think..it wouldn't matter to die no matter how, because when you're dead you wouldn't think or breath or have to feel sorry for yourself. Well unless of course you believe in an afterlife. That's a pretty good thing to believe in and look forward to I guess, it's better than nothing. I wish I could believe I'm going somewhere. Well I'm sure someone out there believes i'm going somewhere.
Now- today is Sept. 11th and there are so many things to feel shitty about today. The Katrina, the terrorist attacks on this date, and the war. Actually there are far more things to feel shitty about but that's all I can think of right now. Let us all take a moment to feel shitty about all of this and anything else we can think of.
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There. Now I can't think of anything else to say. Oh well hmmphe let me see..I watched this play thingy on Sundance about the Iraq war, the reporters, the letters. It was really good. I was kinda moody though so it made me tear up for some reason, but it was also funny...
Gahh I was supposed to go out today with my parents but I didn't because I stayed up all night last night and here I go again staying up. I should actually do something good with this time like read the many books I wanna read.
Can't...sleep...asdfffffff
Well that's not entirely true since I never reallly tried to sleep. And I am sorrta tiiiireeeedddddddddddddd...
I'm gonna go make coffee :)
Then read..
And I fall asleep somehow.
Now- today is Sept. 11th and there are so many things to feel shitty about today. The Katrina, the terrorist attacks on this date, and the war. Actually there are far more things to feel shitty about but that's all I can think of right now. Let us all take a moment to feel shitty about all of this and anything else we can think of.
...
There. Now I can't think of anything else to say. Oh well hmmphe let me see..I watched this play thingy on Sundance about the Iraq war, the reporters, the letters. It was really good. I was kinda moody though so it made me tear up for some reason, but it was also funny...
Gahh I was supposed to go out today with my parents but I didn't because I stayed up all night last night and here I go again staying up. I should actually do something good with this time like read the many books I wanna read.
Can't...sleep...asdfffffff
Well that's not entirely true since I never reallly tried to sleep. And I am sorrta tiiiireeeedddddddddddddd...
I'm gonna go make coffee :)
Then read..
And I fall asleep somehow.