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I hate how school has come AGAIN. I don't think that I can take another month of it. I might drop dead on my face one day while walking down the hallway because of terrible stress and anxiety due to the repettetive routine life that school forces upon me. I have no choice. It is a prison. They say,"you are not being forced to go, you are old enought to leave whenever you want, so don't complain.". No. I am being blackmailed by the government saying that I must finish highschool to get me degree or else I will be forced to accept a low income job and marry and AVERAGE guy, which will lead to a life of being a suburban mom who plants flowers and makes dinner every night and penut butter and jelly sandwitches in the morning while belonging to scrapbooking clubs with a wardrobe that consists of flower printed sweaters from target and koals with a low maintinence haircut and a fanny-pack filled with coughdrops and wet wipes. Yeah. That IS blackmale. Basically finish highschool or kill yourself to save you the trouble of life limmited to minimum wage working under some stingy boss who only gives you a raise if he feels bad for you after you got aids from the office water cooler so that you won't sue because you are not smart enough sice you didn't finish highschool. I think I have the right to call it a prison. Only one more month. WAIT, no. I have ALL OF NEXT YEAR and then six years of college. Nevermind. IT never ends! THOSE FUCKING BASTARD BITCHES OF THE GOVERNMENT!!! Living in this fucking cheap, cruel world with its cold, hard pavement, greedy obsessions over money and celebrities and its overweight squirrels. Just stab me in the temple with a sharp pencil and save me from the truck drivers on speed hiding behind every gas pump waiting to impregnate me with their dumb, retarded babies, Bead stores charging insane ammounts when all I want to do is make a colorfull bracelet to help me forget the about the evil set forth by the media influenced society with it's insanely cruel stereotypes and expectations. Scool...I hate it. This is BULLSHIT.