So...there's this boy
So, I've known this guy my entire life. I mean, when my family moved from MO to MI when I was 3 weeks old, we lived with his family. He's a little over a year older than I am. Our dad's are best friends and grew up together, so, basically, we were destined to be friends.
Ok, so not exactly. He has an older sister (my brother's age), and a younger brother (4 weeks younger than I am). So, whenever we visited them, I always hung out with one of them, instead of Kurt. So, I never knew him that well.
Anyway, last September, I came across his cell phone number, and decided on a whim to call him. It was a little bit rocky and strained at first, but our relationship has grown so much. At this point, we talk at LEAST once a day, and if we don't, we both kinda freak out. I consider Kurt one of my best guy friends. He's one of the only people that I will tell ANYTHING to, and trust him to keep it to himself. He's also the only guy that I trust to drive crazily (example: without lights at night, at 90+mph, or 4 wheeling). He and I can just sit there and pick on each other, and it's so much fun. He is such an encouragement to me. He leaves me notes on IM, or myspace to wake up to in the morning. For example, one morning, he left this for me and my roommate, Courtney: "good morning. i hope you two have a good day, and God will bless everything that will happen. I love you debster, and court-good luck with everything you do. do your best in everything you do, and God will help you."
Ok, the bottom line is, lately, that friendship has changed on my end. I really like him. I've talked to him about it, and I can't decide if he likes me back. I know he kind of thinks of me as a little sister, but then, he does things that make me think he might like me more than that. For instance, he's driven 4+ hours in a day to come visit me for just a couple hours. He drove 3 hours to pick me up from school, drove 3 hours to bring me back to his place, paid for me to get into the club, bought me dinner, and drove another 6 hours to bring me home the next day, all while he was sick. He rescued my roommate and myself when we found ourselves at my cabin without power for a weekend. He's come to school and spend the weekend with me. He went home to his family Thanksgiving, and visited me while he was there, because my cabin is only about 2 miles from his parent's house. He later told me that the only reason he had even gone to Thanksgiving at his parent's was to see me.
Some people may know him from who he was a few years ago. They haven't talked to him, because he had moved out of state. What they don't realize is that he's changed so much. He has grown so much more mature. Sure, he's made some mistakes, but he really has changed. He is now working, paying off bills, looking to get an apartement, and go back to school.
I'm confused!!! Please help me!
Kurt is the blond one, looking at the camera. I'm in the far baby seat.
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