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I think this lousy weather is getting to me. That or I need a hobby. I'm watching Beluga whales mate. And I just posted a weird entry to Krissy's journal about Snuggle bear being eaten by jaws. Maybe I just really, really need to go to the beach. Krissy's going on Monday and I'm soooooooooooo jealous. Not because she's going to the beach, but because she's going to Key West. I've always wanted to go there. I doubt I ever will. That's my repressed free spirit inner flower child speaking. In my inner mind, I always picture myself someday being a free spirit, with long free hair, wearing sandals, growing organic food, riding a horse bareback (yes I can do that)in a field of wildflowers. But I'm too co-dependant. I've never ever had to be responsible only for me. Someone has always done that. I need a shrink. Perhaps I should go to college and get a degree in psychology or philosophy. Or theology. I could have fun with that one. God is real....no He isn't... prove it! LOL. Odd night. I'm in a very strange mental place. It's the weather. I need sun. And warm. Guess I'll go to bed.