Sep 14, 2006 04:04
my cat the panthers 5 kisses and 5 dots on the face of the female panther
evaluation of the next move - opponent or advocate.
friend.
reminder.5 kisses .5 dot's.Five .
Swimming in the pacific ocean.swimming.
The ferry to the remote asian island,no name.somewhere out there
been there once a few months ago.had to eat strange food.
i distintly recall the strange chemical taste
the recurring storm on the sea, but I swam this time.
been doing this a few times lately
the mesmer.man in a hat with a pendulum.
it's casts a bright light I go under.
instantly recount angerand childhood events,confronting mother
fighting.denial vs.my recap
strange cities strange islands
endless nights of last minute flights ,forgotten luggage
crawlspaces too small forgotten items
the cemetary/mauseleum walking over broken ruins
the secret entrance i know about but don't want to revisit but am drawn to
bridges connecting two states
tiresome occurances
revisting same crap
need to break the chain of habit and memory
the strange route to the eastern european theme park