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it's already freezing cold in this damn country... and it was summer just some days ago... i think we're losing our beautiful fall... we have winter already... *shivers* i'd rather lose summer altogether and be left with fall and winter only... as is easy to figure spring is not necessary if there's no summer... or just very short spring... *shakes head* ok i think the frost took away my mind or something...
there are just too many things to do... days fly away and i cannot find anything to hold on to... where is this time to just sit down with a coffee and a cigarette... alone and peaceful... without the clock ticking feverishly over my head... urging me to move on... and why every minute i just decide to sit back and relax huants me as wasted for the next days... i wish i could just do nothing for some time... just spend them lying in bed... reading, smoking, writing, relaxing... just trying to reconcile myself with myself... and only then take my time to extend that reconciliation for the rest of the world... but the clock still ticks over my head... no-time-no-time-no-time...*tick* *tick* *tick*
how far i've fallen
dancing in the ruins of purgatory
my time is borrowed
but still i waste away
there are just too many things to do... days fly away and i cannot find anything to hold on to... where is this time to just sit down with a coffee and a cigarette... alone and peaceful... without the clock ticking feverishly over my head... urging me to move on... and why every minute i just decide to sit back and relax huants me as wasted for the next days... i wish i could just do nothing for some time... just spend them lying in bed... reading, smoking, writing, relaxing... just trying to reconcile myself with myself... and only then take my time to extend that reconciliation for the rest of the world... but the clock still ticks over my head... no-time-no-time-no-time...*tick* *tick* *tick*
how far i've fallen
dancing in the ruins of purgatory
my time is borrowed
but still i waste away