rawr.
Everything's been irritating me so much lately. Still, especially my mom. Lina says its probably because I'm feeling smothered. And she's probably right. I'm really tired of her saying I can't go out, when she doesn't have a plausible reason for it. And I realize she just wants me to be with the family... and I've said all this before. e__e But it's still pissin me off!!! I just don't wanna argue with her, so I don't even try. *twitch* But its just making me more depressed, and that makes me madder!!! *eats things* I'm just tired of everything, and irritated with other people for reasons I don't really know. I'm just annoyed with life. I want it to like... go away and leave me alone. I hate that I never have anything new to say lately. Because NOTHING's been happening. I have nothing to report on. Augh i'm so fucking jealous of kara lately I can't stand it. *clenches fists, beats air*
... on a good note (though it just made me poorer), I'm now the proud owner of the FinalFantasy XII Special Edition game and guide. Whoo! Decided actually to not use the guide along every step though. I'll do it like most people (i've been hearing lately) and use it the second time through. ... Though when I get stuck I tend to run to it now and then. XD *sucks, i know* I love the accents in that game. And Fran is freakin hawt. Damn I love those Vieras. The battle system in interesting, and I think I kinda like it. Though I miss old FF battle systems. It just feels like .hack in the way that its like a single player mmorpg. The gambits are neat, I like the choice of being lazy. I don't have a real plan for the license board though. It's fun... and as soon as I escape for some food, I think I'll play more. Why can't my mom just leave me alone to sit around in my room and game during the day? I just wanna play dammit! I hate feeling guilty for doing so though. e.e; Must be why I don't game often.
BUU... and happy birthday lina~ youse bein' 25 yo! 8D Oh god I hope I get to go out with her tonight @_@
... on a good note (though it just made me poorer), I'm now the proud owner of the FinalFantasy XII Special Edition game and guide. Whoo! Decided actually to not use the guide along every step though. I'll do it like most people (i've been hearing lately) and use it the second time through. ... Though when I get stuck I tend to run to it now and then. XD *sucks, i know* I love the accents in that game. And Fran is freakin hawt. Damn I love those Vieras. The battle system in interesting, and I think I kinda like it. Though I miss old FF battle systems. It just feels like .hack in the way that its like a single player mmorpg. The gambits are neat, I like the choice of being lazy. I don't have a real plan for the license board though. It's fun... and as soon as I escape for some food, I think I'll play more. Why can't my mom just leave me alone to sit around in my room and game during the day? I just wanna play dammit! I hate feeling guilty for doing so though. e.e; Must be why I don't game often.
BUU... and happy birthday lina~ youse bein' 25 yo! 8D Oh god I hope I get to go out with her tonight @_@