self hate

[kittychristy]

Once again its poem time boys and girls.
Thats right when Christy's left alone w/ her self
for too long thats when feelings spread about, like
ink on paper.
Once again she doesnt know what she wants,
she doesnt know what she needs, She can't learn
to want what she has,
she needs what see cant.
Once again she'll fuck up. ring 'em dry to fuck and
hang up. to suck dry the hearts of others like a vampire needs
to feed. Heart break, love shatter, nothing to her seems to
matter.
Once again she'll take what she wants, the confused evil Christy
who gets what she wants. But what does she want?
Sex, she wants attention, she wants them to open up and listen.
And while they are distacted, their hearts
have already been drained. Draind of life
and of blood.
Christy why wont u stop this maddness, take some pills and
end the saddnes. Make it all go away, the vampire in u wants to
play. Dont let her come out, u know what she wants she'll ruin
ur life , that succubis cunt