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Mä en jaksa. Mä en tosiaankaan jaksa enää. Mä en vaan vittu yksinkertaisesti jaksa tätä paskaa enää. Mun olo on ihan koko helvetin ajan niin vitun epätoivoinen ja masentunut. Kaikki vaan ahdistaa ja masentaa. Mä en jaksa. Mä vaan toivon, että tää kaikki olis ohi mun osalta. Mä haluan kuolla, lähteä pois. Ei saatana, mun elämästä ei taas tule yhtään mitään. Olis parempi jos mä voisin lähteä. Itselleni ja ennen kaikkea kaikille muille. Kukaan ei jaksa mua enään. I don't want to live this life. Mä vaan haluan pois.
I'm sick of this. I'm so sick of this all. I can't stand this shit anymore. I feel all the time so desperate and depressed. Everything just makes me more anxious and depressed. I can't do this. I just hope this could be over for me. I wanna die, just leave. Fuck, my life won't come a shit. It would be so much better if I just could left here. It would be better for me and for first to all others. No one can't stand me anymore. Everyone is too tired of me. I don't want to live this life. I just wanna leave.
I'm sick of this. I'm so sick of this all. I can't stand this shit anymore. I feel all the time so desperate and depressed. Everything just makes me more anxious and depressed. I can't do this. I just hope this could be over for me. I wanna die, just leave. Fuck, my life won't come a shit. It would be so much better if I just could left here. It would be better for me and for first to all others. No one can't stand me anymore. Everyone is too tired of me. I don't want to live this life. I just wanna leave.