Jun 08, 2004 14:29
I've got my two finals this Friday. back to back. starting at 7 am. so early because of graduation ceremonies. Physics then O-chem.
Oh how I dream of the day that I will no longer worry about finals. The day I will be handed my degree and start a new life. No. wait. Then I have to go to graduate school.. The cycle will never end.
Things still aren't looking up.
I don't know how long it will take until I am emotionally stable again. It's easy to want to give up than to actually give up. But I'm trying really hard to not think of the bad things and stay ahead. And believe me, it's hard.
Leisure time is not good for me. My mind wanders off into the land of all things negative.
People always say how bad an idea it is to live with your partner and you never listen because you think to yourself that that's just their experience and it could never happen to you. And you know that you'll only learn what it's really like when you experience it on your own. And then you try it out and realize that everyone was right. Including your mother.
Mothers are psychic though. They're always right. Well, mostly always.
I hate being in this situation. It's not like I had a choice anyway.
Don't live with someone unless you two have plans to marry.