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Things couldn't get much worse for me. Lately all i have wanted to do is sit at home by myself.
Sad right? I know...
All i have if my friends to keep me from sitting in my room all day. Sometimes i just dont know about myself. I really need to work out these issues i have with my self esteem. I always think that people hate me. Dont get me wrong , i am sure that some probably do, however, even when i know they dont, my opinion doesn't change. I guess i just suck at everything.
Everyone has something that their good at. Me? well art is my thing. I love it, breathe it, and love to express myself with it. However, i hate when i am told or criticized about my work, like school for example. I am failing art! what the fuck.....what happened here people. I am not sure, i think because its senior year i started to slack off. Big mistake on my part. i know.....
I want to go to New York and start my career already, but i dont think thats going to happen to me.
I was always taught that "good things happen, to those who wait."
Well i have been waiting for a long time now, so i hope it happens soon, cause im loosing hope... :(
Sad right? I know...
All i have if my friends to keep me from sitting in my room all day. Sometimes i just dont know about myself. I really need to work out these issues i have with my self esteem. I always think that people hate me. Dont get me wrong , i am sure that some probably do, however, even when i know they dont, my opinion doesn't change. I guess i just suck at everything.
Everyone has something that their good at. Me? well art is my thing. I love it, breathe it, and love to express myself with it. However, i hate when i am told or criticized about my work, like school for example. I am failing art! what the fuck.....what happened here people. I am not sure, i think because its senior year i started to slack off. Big mistake on my part. i know.....
I want to go to New York and start my career already, but i dont think thats going to happen to me.
I was always taught that "good things happen, to those who wait."
Well i have been waiting for a long time now, so i hope it happens soon, cause im loosing hope... :(