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Whats up people...guess what....i had a great time today...Pattiy had an excellent time till her dumbas b/f showed up...guess what also i might be gettin back together with my ex...he s soo sweet and shy....i just dont know...i have feelings for him still but dont know where to go from here...i told him that the ball is in his court that i told him that i did still have feelings for him and that i had been angry that he had left me in a point in my life that i needed someone the most and that i had no one to blame but my self bt instead that i had blamed him....i dont know,...but maybe our splitup was for the best...maybe it shaped us into better people...i know it has for me...i mean i live my life for evey moment and now its like i need a center.....i have luved many people but it is not the same with sean...i had feelings for roger and he pushed them aside...i had feelings for ken but he as none for me...he luves me as a friend and i respect that decsion....i found out that my friend ryan fak liked me but i would never had touched him with a ten foot pole...but u know what with sean it was something real...and he returned my feelings...yea i was innocent when i met him...and now i am not..i have tasted sin and now i can courrupt him...lol....anyways i guess i will go...ttyl..Kittycat