Resentment...
I can't not even tell you how shitty I feel right now. I feel so bad that I don't even want to be around anyone. Why do I let this stupid shit bother me? Probably because it was a big part of my life for 10 months. I'm so hurt by everyone especially Joanne and Amanda. I feel betrayed. Dave hugged me today (I haven't seen him a week) and I had to fight back tears so much in order to talk to him. He told me that he would probably never see me again...he's probably right...I see Joanne in the Comic Book store all the time and it's really uncomfortable so I don't think I want to go there anymore. God she hates me so much...I don't even know why. Looks like they have Boy to cover my shifts now...I'm laughing inside but I guess it's for the better since he does such a better job than I do....I wonder what kind of face Amanda will have when she finds the register is off...After all, he fucks up more than I do...good choice, very good choice.